Maybe I should just delete this blog and let go of all the memories of you and I.
And maybe I should just pretend everything is alright without you.
But maybe, the reason why I'm still here, is still you.

When everything doesn't mean anything anymore.

Please be back, I'm waiting.
Right here,
where you first gave me your heart,
where I first left you.
I love you very much still, boy.
And I'll be loving you, only you.

Me without you
Is like Sneakers without laces
Geeks without Braces
Asentencewithoutspaces

Aquarius

The Bottom Line
You have a unique power to change whatever you don't like -- you just need patience.
In Detail
You have a unique power to change whatever it is that you don't like about where you are in life right now. The only thing you have to realize is that the change you want can't come immediately. Slow and steady wins the race. Your impatience is natural, but it is keeping you from seeing some viable possibilities. Your effort and action can make the difference, so you had better be prepared to step up and state your case when you get your face time with the powers that be.

I MUST be patient.
Lord, let everything be in Your time. I know You've great plans for me.


Tomorrow is The Day.
I'm really scared. I don't know exactly how to describe how I feel, but it's making me very uneasy inside.
I'm so scared I'll screw it up. I'm so scared I'll say the wrong things. I'm so scared he'll not want to talk to me at all. I'm just so scared that.. Maybe I'll never get him back again.
I've been thinking so much about us. So much so that I can't sleep till 5 in the morning. And even if I do fall asleep, I get nightmares.
But maybe, seeing you with her is the worst nightmare I've ever had.


010105, it still means alot to me.

Well, I'm back.
Update later.


At that moment, my world collapsed.

I finished Gossip Girl. Like finally. Goodness.
Timothy Lee just doesn't have the time to pass the rest of the episodes to me, so thank God Ian told me about the website, if not, I'd still be at episode 6. Ha.


Alright, Wednesday's ladies night with the dancers.
Something to look forward to. Other than class chalet.
But that means it's 2 days to Friday.
And Friday is The Day.
Don't ask me about it. I'll tell you if I want to.


Hello to a broken world that has gone on without you.

I'll be away for 3 days. Class chalet, that is.
Gonna bring my darling (also known as laptop) along. Whatever it is for.
Plans for BBQ, games, night cycling, swimming, drinking and getting some people drunk certainly sound very good to me.
I'm sure we'll have another session of heart-to-heart talk, maybe with people crying this time round.
But no matter what, I know for sure, I'll enjoy myself very much with my loves.


It can take years to forget about someone,
but it can take all of eternity to forget about
the impact they made on your life.

At that very second, all that was in my mind was you.
If I was gone for good, will you remember me?


I'll be waiting for you.

Yesterday was a pretty tiring day for me.
Slept at 3-ish in the morning, woke up at 11 with a headache.
Decided that I needed some food, microwaved my mini pancakes. Lied on the sofa till it's almost 12 PM.
Was supposed to meet The Usuals (KK, Ian, Nam and Muffin) at 1 PM, so I was late. Only reached Kallang Leisure Park at like 1.30 PM.
Ice skating was fun (and funny). But lots of injuries too. Haha. Muffin fell sooooo many times, which explains her bruises. Gave up soon after that pair of skating shoes had given me red and broken skin. And even till now, my ankle bones are still hurting. ): Goodness.
Had lunch at KFC then we headed to the bowling alley.
Played 2 games without Nam because that rich guy was cashless and tired. Haha. Oh, he's in States now. How cool.
And guess what? They're still laughing at the way I bowl, and I've no idea what's it that is so funny/ weird. Haha. But anyway, I broke my right thumb's nail. So now, I've ugly and un-maniure-able nails. Damnit. Annoying shit. ):
Bishi-Bashi and Daytona before bus-ing down to town.
Oh oh, and I got new colour contacts. (:
KK and I were craving for BBT which stands for bubble tea. Haha. Walked around Far East and Muffin got her friend a tee shirt for her birthday.
Was supposed to meet Hao Jun for dinner then Ladies night, but that poor guy msg-ed me and told me that he's stuck in camp and couldn't make it, so everything's cancelled. Then Marcel told me he's going, so I decided to join him and his friend. (:
So, Ian was being very lazy (like all guys are when it comes to shopping/ window shopping) and wanted to sit down somewhere to have a drink. Ended up at Long John Silver where Muffin reminded us that we could go take neoprints. Hahaha. You should haven seen the guys' faces. Hilarious please. :D
Walked over to Cineleisure, took neoprints, and my baby aka PSP dropped for the first time. Thank God it's okay and there's no scratches whatsoever.
Bumped into Wan Yoong and Himbo. (: He claims that his hair's longER. But seriously, I didn't realised at all. Haha.
Had Fried Oyster at Kopitiam at Youth Park. Then Muffin accompanied me to Cineleisure's toilet to change and get ready for Zouk.
Bus-ed down and met Marcel at 10-ish. Tickets were all sold out. But thank God, the bouncer I know was there. So he signed Marcel and his friend (I can't remember his name) in for free. (: How nice, right. (:
Drank with Marcel opposite Zouk before his friend came, so I didn't spend a cent on drinks. Yay. Haha. Bumped into IITSC people when I was at Mambo (because Marcel made so much noise, we had no choice but to go with him). There're at least 10 of them. And it's so cute to see them doing the actions. Haha. :D
Phutured and I saw Raymond. That guy's enlisting next Saturday. I bet he's gonna party till he drops. Tsk tsk.
Left at 3-ish and cabbed home with Yuan Long and his friend.
Showered, played with my baby for a while then slept.


Woke up at almost 2 in the afternoon.
Viwawa-ed, Friendster hopped, Facebook-ed, blog hopped, IM-ed with friends the entire day away.
Goodness, I need to get myself a job real soon. I'm so so so bored and broke already. ):


Okay, I'll upload the photos soon.
Promise promise. (:


It was you who made me forget all I've known
Everytime I looked into your eyes.
And it was me who decided to give up my heart & run away.
Today is gone, tomorrow's mine
But I'm still alone.
I'm still alone without you.

Main focus is on KK. HAHAHA. :D
Please don't kill me, KK. I've nothing to do at home. You can't blame me. :D
But seriously, what were you doing? Haha, silly boy.

And this's so funny. HAHAHA.
We all look like frogs. :DD

LOVE YOU, THE USUALS.
SEE YOU ALL TOMORROW! (:

In our dreams we can be complete again.

And finally, photos taken on the last day of school.
Heh.

Last Day of Year 1

Goodness, I'm gonna miss The Usuals real bad. ):
I love you darlings. And never will I forget you lovely people.