ohkay, so today, i met justin at my bus stop and we bus-ed to school together.
he's late, so we're late for BA1 lecture.
the whole lt was staring at us. we must have looked like some monster or something.
what made it worse was when i walked down the stairs, just a step away from the seat, i slipped and almost fall. thank goodness i didn't, if not, i'd probably be the lime light for the wrong reason. (muffin and all just had to laugh at me. so evil.)
lunch with the usuals then went to the library to do POM presentation.
the Hey! Gorgeous called. i shan't go into details because it's really embarrassing. HAHAHA. :D
left at 3.15 p.m. and met wei kai at tm's starbucks.
yada yada yada.
took some photos using his macbookpro.
bus-ed back to school. met the evil twin and we went for the healthy lifestyle thingy.
it's kinda fun. but you know, two of us, can't really dance hip-hop, it must had been funny watching us. :D
AND RAAZMY HAD TO ASK ME TO DANCE ON THE STAGE.
oh wells..
eye brows trimming and dinner with the evil twin and home sweet home.


PHOTOS (one's really way back)!

back from camp.
will update soon.


i hate being sick. :/

THE B♥YFRIEND's gonna send me to school for the camp!
how nice. (:(:(:


some say that THE B♥YFRIEND pampers me too much.
some say that THE B♥YFRIEND gives in to me alot.
some say that THE B♥YFRIEND loves me more than i love him.

i feel really bad. ):


go watch 200 pounds beauty!
it's really nice.

i hate this feeling.
you know, waking up and feeling really wasted. and no, i didn't drink.
headache+ flu+ cough+ sore throat= ): ): ): ): ):

camp's TOMORROW!
i'm really looking forward to it!
but now, HOW HOW HOW.

-COUGH COUGH


i really really want to have fun during the BSC LTC tomorrow. ):

my nose's dripping like some water tap.
omf, not good at all.
camp's on saturday! ):

my class's having POM tutorial now.
i shall go for CS tutorial later (and flood the class with my germs).


i've dance later.
how how how!

i'm down with flu. :/


uhm, i'm so prepared to fail yesterday's BA1 test.
oh wells..


missed this morning's econs lecture.
cabbed down with justin to school for BA's tutorial.
had excel mock test.
ate my first meal of the day at 4 p.m.
project meeting.
dinner and window shopping with twin.

dinner's bad.
food's not fantastic and totally overpriced.
both of us sweared that we'll never ever stepped into that place again.


i'm really not in the mood to blog.


PHOTOS will help me do the job.
(i decided not to post the photos of the food. i'm so bloated, i may puke anytime.)



she's 8625017593 times more unglam, can!














she's so proud of her double chin. -.-














and even when we do this, we look alike.











uPaPa's a wonderful invention, i swear.
twin and i tried after walking around tampines mall, oh my, i tell you, every dancer should own one!
really, really!


SOME TIME AGO,








ohkay, time to sleep.
goodnight, world.


when you see through me,
you'll see you.

RAPTURE 2007 WAS A BLAST.
THANK YOU SAJC DANCE, I LOVE ALL OF YOU. (:

i'm suffering from rapture withdrawals and it's bad bad bad.
oh wells, SAJC DANCE's always been my biggest opportunity cost ever since i decided to withdraw and enter a poly.

i'm gonna start crying if i say anymore.
that's all for tonight.


(OH, vanessa, i'll go f-free from now on. ohkay, i'll try.)


i love you! it doesn't matter how late you receive this msg because i love you whenever you're reading this.
i swear THE B♥YFRIEND's the sweetest! (:

i'm supposed to be studying for my BA1 test tomorrow.
key word: supposed.

and now, i think i'd better go.
before it's too late.


click HERE for RAPTURE 2007 photos. (:


I LOVE THE BOYFRIEND.

will be back on tuesday. (:

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, Swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling, so kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling, so kiss me

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling, so kiss me

Oh, kiss me..

i'd say today's NOT my day.
i mean it's not THAT bad, but it's good either.
if you don't get it, just ignore.


turned in early last night. the nicestest friend gave me missed calls.
woke up on time and i felt really good. it's been 8265619830 weeks since i last slept before 12 a.m.
it's pouring but i still manage to catch the early bus, but guess what. the bloody bus broke down. just before the expressway. fucking waste of my time! i got off the bus, and took a cab to school. there goes one day of my allowance. ):
WHAT A WONDERFUL WAY TO START MY DAY. :/

met class rep, scandal, deb and manda for POM project.
THEN I REALISED THAT WE'RE THE INTER-CLASS CAPTAIN'S BALL IS TODAY.
i had to call up those who were still at home to help me bring tee, shorts and shoes.

had breakfast at business park before heading to the sports complex for the game.
changed and all.
my team played a good game and showed good sportsmanship. wonderful class spirit and bonding are two of the many reasons why we won.
our team won 11-0 but the other team lost. but no matter what, we are ONE. (:

went for CS tutorial.
seriously, i love the tutor.
she's really good.
no matter how boring CS is, she never fails to make it interesting and engaging for us.

bus-ed home with justin after tutorial.
had ice cream. justin's treat. (:
yada yada yada.

slept till 8 plus.
had dinner, watched teevee and tried very hard to sew sequins onto my corset for my dance.
i took at least ONE WHOLE BLOODY HOUR sewing sequins on just 2 straps. and i never fail to prick myself every other stitch. in conclusion, XINYI SUCKS AT SEWING.
took another hour to stick sequins on with super glue. hur hur, my fingers are like red due to the decolourisation of the sequins.
OHMYFUCK. i should have known that i'm not good at all these sewing shit.

nicestest friend called.
i'm so glad that he's back. OHOOWHEEEEE. (:


anyway, i'm really looking forward to
♥ FULL DRESS'S REHEARSAL (:
♥ RAPTURE 2007 (:
♥ BSC SUB-COM LTC (:
♥ YACHT PARTAYEEEE (:

but definitely not looking forward to the BA test on monday night.
i've not even started studying for it. i'm so dead. i'd better start tomorrow.


i miss THE B♥YFRIEND. ):


now, i shall go pack my costumes.
goodnight, world.

I'M BORED.


and during CSA yesterday.



POM tutorial now.
omf, we're like having some partaye lah.
laughing like fuck.
stupid guys are sooooo EVIL.

class rep commented that nam wears body talk underwear and manda stood up to look. darren was like, "i didn't know you're so horny." and ian and class rep said they wear renoma. oh-kay, now we know.
HAHAHAHAHA. :DD

OH, I WONDER WHO BROKE AMANDA'S HEART.
HUR, CLASS REP, WHO HUR!


nam's spiderman, ian's james bond and they're the most retarded ever!


amanda: must i read the questions?
darren: ARBO?
1b04: HAHAHAHAHAHA!


caborana.
new word. :DD


THE END.

it feels good talking to you after sooooo long.


I DON'T FEEL LIKE BLOGGING ANYMORE. :/

what happened to you, xinyi?

&&& stupid microecons is giving me a hard time.

whatever perfect competition is.

i don't know why, but some things are making me feel, insecure?


and you left, soon enough i'd say.

i'm going to bed after this post. i'm dead tired.


long story short,
woke at at 6 a.m! OMF, i swear it's fucking tiring to wake up so early. it's been months since i last woke up before 7 a.m. and of course, my eyes couldn't open fully.
had a full run through and went for lunch break with lee yujia!. went to eat chao shao shao rou and i tell you, I DON'T LIKE THE NEW UNCLE! NOT NICE AT ALL.
waited for another run, and it ended at around 4.30 p.m. which is earlier than expected. so lyn, manda and i went down to chinatown to get stuffs for our dances. AND GUESS WHAT, we ended up buying some charm necklaces. ohkay, not surprising at all, especially when that two rich kids were there.
THE B♥YFRIEND train-ed down to meet me. on the way to suntec, saw almost the entire world. (ohkay, i'm just exaggerating.) bought his shoes, had fish&co for dinner, bought mints from there and had tutu kuahs.
we laughed like ALOTTTTT and we asked ALOTTTTT of silly questions. HAHA. :D (i'm sure shi jie will come commenting that we're a self-amused couple.)
i love talking to THE B♥YFRIEND. we talk about everything under the sun and laugh at each other. :DD
and most importantly, I LOVE THE B♥YFRIEND. (:

i'm such a wonderful boyfriend.
thank God. (:


note to cindy:
you deserve someone better.
someone who knows how to treat you well and appreciate you, someone who loves you more than you love him, someone who understands you, and not someone like him.
but no matter what the decision is, please learn to protect yourself.
i love you, girl. (:


YAY, I WON CLASS REP IN MINESWEEPER FLAGS AND UNO.
OHOOWHEEEEE! :D


alright, goodnight world.

school's boring, but hey, what's new about that?


went to the library with class rep, deb and muffin after POM lecture (which ended 1 whole hour earlier than it should. no, i'm not complaining. the lecturer was B-O-R-I-N-G and i swear he can't speak for nuts.) to read. it's been a long time since i last went to the library to read a book.
yada yada yada.

went for BSC sub-committee leadership training camp briefing after staying in the library for 3 hours. i'm definitely looking forward to it! (:

bus-ed down with iman to tampines interchange and i saw xue liang on the bus. (:
met shi jie. bought her heels, walked around to find high socks then we ate mos burger for dinner.


oh, i swear it's a bad day.
i knocked into sooooo many things (i.e. sharp corner of a table) and my knee's swollen again.
bad bad bad. ):


full dress rehearsal tomorrow at 7.30 a.m. and it ends at 7.30 p.m.
in other words, i'd not be able to attend nam's church tomorrow. sorry, darlings. ):
THE B♥YFRIEND's picking me up after dance for dinner. (:


RAPTURE'S 8 DAYS AWAY.
i'm really worried and i feel lousy. ):


Love is an irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired. ♥

i'm like popping the chocolate with grape flavoured gummy that THE B♥YFRIEND bought for me and playing bejeweled with class rep. goodness, it's finishing! ):):):
and i thrashed him hands down. :D (poor class rep, he's forced to play with me. oops. love you lah!)


yay, i'm done with my econs tutorial.


met THE B♥YFRIEND after school today.
played bomberman on my laptop. trust me, i'm pro-er than him. :D
went to popular to get THE B♥YFRIEND's physics five years series and worked solutions.
i swear i feel like reading a good book now. shall go buy/ rent/ borrow one soon!
had dinner with his parents then we went ntuc to get his worms sweet and my chocolate with grape flavoured gummy.
train-ed home after that.


fuck, my ez-link's confiscated. :/
no longer paying student fare AND THAT SUCKS A FUCKING BIG TIME.


giving tomorrow's CSA lecture a miss.
i mean i don't listen even if i go.
so, what's the point of waking up at 7 in the morning and feeling sleepy the entire day?
NO POINT. :D


and darn, i missed my 9 o'clock show, again.
ARGH. :/





cried.

i think this person doesn't get what i'm trying to convey to him.

him: can i meet you for dinner?
me: sorry, my knee's swollen and it's killing me.
him: oh, are you alright? do you need me to send you back?
me: no, it's ohkay, i can manage.
him: you sure? or is there someone else sending you back?
me: no, but really, i can go home myself.
him: huh, i buy dinner up for you?

OMG, is it that hard to actually understand that?


i miss you real much.
and i know you're reading this.

thank God, i've got you, baby.

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much
I love youOne thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing’s gonna change my love for you
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

i'm just very tired of everything.

let me take a break.
till then.

the other photos are wayyyyy tooooo unglam/ fugly (me).






he's the one i'll love till the end of time. ♥

i miss THE B♥YFRIEND, my darlings shi jie, maurine and zhi jun, lynette, manda, cindy, veekay, keisha, abby, eileen, ele and you. ):):):

emo.
yes, emo is the word.

TODAY'S L-O-V-E! (:

met THE B♥YFRIEND for mcdonald's breakfast (which i've not eaten in 385629512 months because i never ever wake up in time for it. ohkay, maybe once in a blue moon like today.) then i went to deposit and transfer money.

bus-ed down to ESCAPE THEME PARK! (:
it's sooooo empty when we reached, so we ended up taking most of the rides alone. HAHAHA. :D
there're two new rides, which i'd say is oh-kay, not fantastic.
and sadly, my favourite rides (pirate ship, indoor roller coaster and the ride pepsi sponsored) won't open for the day/ were closed already. RAHHHHH. ):
took every single ride, and all i can say is FUN FUN FUN. (:(:(:
yada yada yada.
we played almost all the carnival games! OHOOWHEEEEE! (: and i won myself 1 small horse soft toy and 1 large dog soft toy. YAYYYYY. (:(:(:

at around 2.20 p.m., i had to rush off for AGM (annual general meeting), and i'll be late if i took a bus, so THE B♥YFRIEND and i cabbed down to tp to meet drea. in the end, my dear twin's late. should have taken a bus instead. :/
OHMY, i shan't comment on AGM. left halfway through and gave vibes 5 a miss.
THE B♥YFRIEND called and we talked till i reached home.


on a sidenote, we didn't take alot photos today.
but we had a fucking good time! (:(:(:


I LOVE THE B♥YFRIEND.
I LOVE THE B♥YFRIEND.
I LOVE THE B♥YFRIEND!
:DD

PHOTOS!
from quite some time ago.

my twin, andrea lim!




THE B♥YFRIEND

THE B♥YFRIEND's super duper cute! (:
(i know i look totally spastic.)






so fierce!






i hope he doesn't see this. :D





badminton with the usuals yesterday.
had a great time laughing at each other.
but that stupid ian just had to piss me off.
anyway, my arm's like sore. and my hand shivers everytime i hold something.

overslept today, so i missed CSA lecture.
everything was ohkay, except POM lecture.
OHMYFUCK, it's the worst/ most boring/ rubbish/ draggy/ whatsoever lecture ever!


ESCAPE WITH THE B♥YFRIEND TOMORROW!
YAYYYYY! (:(:(:

STAY AWAY.

i almost got knocked down by a bus just now.
thank goodness, the bus stopped in time.


i reckon i'll be aching all over again.
dance's good.


bet my clubbing clique is mambo-ing away now.
lets go after rapture! (:


interview for BSC sub com went on well.


i'm looking forward to this sunday!
it's ESCAPE DAY with THE B♥YFRIEND.
YAY. (:(:(:


oh! my group got an A for our questionnaire! (:
OHOOWHEEEEE!


anyone wanna bring me out on a date? :DD
this'll be the best option. :DD
http://www.mountfaber.com.sg/main-skydining.htm
just kidding!
it's where THE B♥YFRIEND and i have decided to celebrate our 3rd Anniversary.
(i know, i know, i know. it's another 6 more months. but we've to plan early and start saving. key words: START SAVING :DD)


i need a drink.
thirstyyyyy!

EVERYONE, PLEASE TAKE NOTE OF THIS

ian - Something to believe in. says:
okok fine. i solemnly swear i'll be good

LETS SEE. HA.

a quick one before i go to bed (and before my labtop's battery dies on me).

had fever in the morning and i felt really lousy the entire day.
BUT,
THE B♥YFRIEND popped out outside my house in the evening and i felt much better to have him there and then with me.
how sweet. (:(:(:

/edit
completed my Principles of Accounting at around 1 a.m.
couldn't sleep so i ended up reading archie's till 2 a.m.
tried to sleep but i think i fell asleep at around 3 plus a.m.
ohmyfuck, now i'm fucking tired and I'M SO UNHAPPY WITH MY FUGLY HAIR. >:/


getting CSA paper.
I HOPE I DON'T FAIL.


//edit
I GOT A B+ FOR CSA! (:(:(:
THANK GOD!

ohkay, i'd say i'm pretty happy with my grades.
2 As, 2 B+s and 1 B.
not bad at all.
and THE B♥YFRIEND said, "i'm proud of you."
YAY. (:(:(:


i'm tempted to snip off my fffffugly hair!
urgh! >:/


and i'm addicted to chocolate mint sweets!
(even though i don't like mints.)
call me weird. haha. :D

THE B♥YFRIEND is not replying my sms!
RAHHHHH!

ohkay, that's beside the point.


all i wanted to blog about is..
i suck at killing mosquitoes.
it took me at least 5 times before i killed it. and it didn't die because i squashed it. i don't know how but it ended up on my labtop, so i just flicked it off and apparently, it died in the process.


ian and i are having a SEX talk now.
HAHAHAH. :DD

HAPPY 30TH MONTH, BABYYYYY!! (:(:(:
I ♥ YOU.