TIRED.
yes, that's the only word that can describe how i feel like now.


i slept late last night knowing that dance is at eight thirty in the morning. and as usual, i'm late.
danced from around nine to one. then three to almost five.
however, during the last hour of dance, i was already switched off up there.
in other words, i can't remember the steps. darn.

i realised my memory is failing me. big time.
i hate it. urgh!
i used to get my steps as soon as the steps are shown.
but now, i take a million and one year.
what happened to me?!
oh darn.
i need to train myself. i wanna be that fast.
SOON.


look at my knees!
-counts.
one, two, three, four, five, six, seven!
oh my tian.
i've seven blue blacks, after two dance sessions.
hur hur. five small ones and two huge ones.

look at my feet!
-counts.
one, two, three, four, five!
wow.
i've never i could have blue black on my feet too.
yes, i've got one big fat round blue black on the top of my feet and i've got no idea how i got it.
plus four scratches.

disfigured feet of mine.
yikes.


anyway, can anyone tell me what can i do with my two sore big toes?
they've been hurting since God-knows-when.
and the pain almost killed me when i did pointe yesterday during dance.
help someone, anyone.


i feel like an old grandmother.
aching ALL over.

never mind, darling is gonna make me feel better. and not feel so old.
ha. some things are better left unsaid. (x


YAY!
one more day to our 16th month-niversary! (=
that's so fast so fast.

i love you. kisses.

i love my sillier-honey-coated-penguin-darling boyfriend so much.
absolute <3 to JINYI; my one and only.

he is as wonderful as words can say.

i love you, always. (=

i feel good! *tune plays*
haha. (x

i've just finished my stupid irritating preliminary idea.
like FINALLY.
i've been like doing it for the passed few nights.
redoing, editing, editing and even more editing.
and YAY! finally it's done.


hmm.
sonething is wrong with my phone.
or is it the network?

it takes a million year to receive darling's msg.
he says he takes a million year to receive mine.

screwed network!
give me back that oh-i-receive-a-sms-in-a-sec kinda network.


oh, here i am to publicize. (x


RAPTURE '06
(SAJC DANCE CONCERT)

Date: 4 Aug 2006 (Friday)
Time: 0730 PM
Venue: Esplanade
Ticket Prices: $15/ $20

interested people pls, please approach me to buy the tickets AS SOON AS POSSIBLE!
it's NOT free seating.
so hurry get your tickets now! (=

i've to hand in my final pi tomorrow.
oh man.

and i don't believe that here i'm blogging away.
i think i should stop now.
yes, now.


i had ice cream today!
and i'm supposed to be on a diet.
i'll start tomorrow. heh. (x

sheesh, my cough is getting worse as days pass.
must be the ice cream. oh well.


anyway, rapture is on 4 aug. at esplanade.
tickets are going at $15/ $20.
go and support sa dance, okay? and of course, me too! xD
contact me asap as tickets are already selling fast.


<3
darling, you must go, okay?
i want blue roses!

okay, i'm gonna change my blogskin.
give me some time.

haha. (x

lynette is going gaga over wilson ong.
haha. (x

wilson is hot! heh.
not the one lynette is gaga over.
the one i'm gaga over.

i'm darn it lucky.

why?

a freaking darn bird shit-ed on me when i was having my dinner.
darn the freaking bird.

DARN IT!

i swear i hate it.
a hell darn lot.

simplicity.

some things are just not like the way you look at it.
keep things simple.
or rather less complicated.

i was never involved.
and i don't wish to be involved.

let it be between you and him. and leave me out.
it was never about me, you and him.
never.


to the wonderful boyfriend.

Love <3

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very very extra-ordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love- its all that i could give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look-you lookin at me
O is for the only one i see
V is very very extra-ordinary, now
E is even more than any anyone that you adore can

Love is all that i can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you

i need more time.

broke.

i spent $19.50 on flowers for my darlings, $7.90 on pasta mania, $6.30 on cab fare to go tjc, $5 on the ticket of mardi gras, $15.10 on cab fare to go for a surprise party, paid $4.00 for that stawberry shortcake that was smashed and thrown on one another and $6.00 on cab fare to go home.

and i still owe people money.
sheesh.


xinyi wants the whole world to know that she hates project work to the extreme!
i've no idea what to do for my pi.
someone, enlighten me, please?
urgh. darn it!

stress overpowers me.
there is so much to be done.


praying for some strength to carry on.


oh, i'm so glad i went for mardi gras at tjc yesterday.
i went is to see my darlings, of course.
and when i saw my dancers dancing, i cried.
i just miss dancing with them. miss the times we had together. and everything, everything.

saw alot tkgians there too.


aww..
why isn't there a tanjong katong girls' junior college?
that's what i need.
i don't need those cute guys.
i just need my tkgians.
my most wonderful dancers, melody and friends.

sigh.


happy birthday, my dear jonas!
i did as i promised.
it's sweeter this year.
and yes, i didn't lie to you, i was taken yesterday.
if not, i won't be there. right?
HAHAHA. (x
i'm glad you enjoyed yourself.
heart you, friend.


wilson, thanks for the memories.
you said it's impossible to be friends anymore.
and i've nothing to say.
i've done everything i can, but the ending is still the same.
all i wanna say is thank you. for everything.


<3
darling, i love you.
(=

she made me throw my burger and fries away.
-because she said no food outside the canteen with food. when there's another cafe just five steps away. and she told me i can't bring food from the canteen to the cafe to eat. wtf.

she made me roll down my skirt in front of everyone.
-because she said it's of a obscene length. when lifting up my shirt to un-roll my skirt down is even more obscene. wtf.

she said, "don't ask me when."
-because she confiscated my ez-link card and told me to collect from this other teacher. when i need to know when. wtf.

she confiscated my ring.
-because no jewelleries are allowed. and i can totally understand that.
so, my bad.

she wants me outside the general office at 7.20 am tomorrow. wtf.

her name shall not be mentioned.
but i'm sure it's pretty obvious.


and people, just turn and walk the other way if you see her. even if that means that you'll have to walk 1 km more.
trust me, it's worth it.


i've learnt my lesson.
but not in that sense.


<3
darling. thanks for cheering me up.
you're great!
i love you too. muacks.

things are getting complicated.

i'm just wishing for some kinda;
simplicity.

mummy is scolding me.
and i don't know why.

sheesh. why can't we shut our ears?
i think i should invest in a pair of ear plugs.
hopefully they'll help.

i had enough. really.

Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more, it is willing to see less.
-Will Moss

it's just so true.
don't you agree?


i asked my boyfriend what he likes about me.
and he replied,

i love you for who you are.
even for your childish-ness.

point taken. (=


<3
darling.
you're down with a bad flu, again.
drown yourself with water. 知不知道?
always don't take care of yourself one.
your prelim is just around the corner.
better be in tip top condition.

i choose to believe you.
because i love you.
i love you so much.

i had a tiring week.
lots of tutorials and all.
but i'm surviving.
thank God.

06S12 rocks.
ailin, jia lin, hui pin and sandy make my time in school swinging great.
i love them.
it's great knowing them.


dance is good.
i'm so looking forward to the ipo (i think it stands for international physics olympia) opening and rapture performance.
and i think there are more performances coming up. so that means more rehearsals. urgh!

anyway, rapture is on 4 aug, at esplanade.
people, come and support sa dance, okay?
haha.


look at the calendar.
it's april's fool.
and for jin yi and i, it's also the fifteenth month together.

to all, happy april's fool.
have fun and enjoy fooling around. xD


<3
darling, happy fifteen month-niversary!
you're the one who completes me.
thanks for all your love, understanding, commitment and everything little thing you've done.
you're wonderful. really.
from the bottom of my heart,
i love you, boyfriend.