we rock. from left: ailin, jia lin, xinyi, sandy

alvin is so random.

from left: alvin, hui pin (who got pushed behind ailin by alvin), ailin, jia lin, xinyi, sandy

the clique

from left: hui pin, ailin, jia lin, xinyi, sandy

at plaza sing's toilet. haha.
from left: ailin, jia lin, xinyi

from left: jia lin, xinyi
our shoes. haha.

i love my girls. (=

i finish school at..
4.15 on monday,
3.45 on tuesday,
12.45 on wednesday (and dance after that),
4.15 on thursday and
1.15 on friday (and dance after that).
not forgetting that i've to go back for dance on saturday.

i don't even have a short day.

bad,bad.


i want to go back to dance.
but i really don't have the time.
)=



<3
darling, you're my one and only.
i love you.

i love my sweetheart!
he's my dearest, my everything.

enough said.

i just can't upload pictures.
screwed.

never mind. forget it.


wah! going shopping again?!


- quoted from my beloved boyfriend


yes, i went shopping again.
and i got a pair of gray nike socks, two pairs of white rip curl socks, one pair of black rip curl socks, one pair of ear studs, a pair of red 3/4 pants, concealer from red earth and a bag from esprit.
yay!
but i need/ want more shoes. and more bags. and more make ups. and more accessories.
in short, more money.
sheesh.
i'm really spending more than i should.

i want to go shopping again!
i'm such a shopaholic who simply loves to shop.
and i'm proud to be one. (=


i'm starting to go ga-ga over cows!
God knows why, but i don't.

i want THAT pair of shoes with drawings (cows) on it!
i'm so gonna get it. soon.



<3
darling, take care of yourself, ya?
poor boy, go to sleep.
love you too.
muacks.

i'm too tired to blog.
in other words, i'm lazy. xD


alright. i'll just make it short and sweet.
i'm having fun in sajc.
i love my friends and all.

oh well, blogger is just not co-operating with me.
i wanted to upload a picture. but after several attempts, it still fails to do so.
too bad.



<3
darling.
this is going to be a hard year for both of us.
but i believe that our love will keep us together.
because you said so. i believe so.
you're the one i love, the one i'm gonna love.
no one else is gonna love me like you.
i love you, sweetheart. i really do.
muacks.

darn dorm.
don't watch it, please.
it's so not worth my darling's money.
(wait, he's still my darling. what i meant was it's not my money.)
darling paid for everything yesterday. i'm broke. remember?
however, it's a little touching. but overall, downright boring.
just ask my boy how many times i tsk-ed during the show.


oh yes, i had my favourite yogart with peach! yummy..


hur, and romp@zouk was boring too.
i didn't enjoy myself.
neither did my friends.
some left early. and we all love to party. just imagine that.


i went shopping with mummy.
yes, you're right! we bought alot of things.
i got a red and a white tube (i'm not being patriotic), orange sleeveless top and a long top with red and white stripes(i'm really not being patriotic) from mango, a ripcurl tee, a bag from reef, a pair of paul frank slippers, a nike sports bra and a white and black adidas jacket.
i think that's all. haha.

and i had mushroom delight at rocky master (i think it's called rocky master).
it's a 9-inch pizza. NICE! (=


my march holiday is over. boo.
that's fast.
time to go back to school.



<3
darling.
thanks for being there when i need you.
i love you so much, too.
lets study and play hard together.
muacks.

i'm BROKE.
and the feeling sucks.

why? why am i broke, again?
because i went shopping.
it's always the same reason, i realise.

never mind, it's saving time!
(for the next shopping date with my girls. HAHA. )


i had fun on monday night.
thanks to avelyn, ben, christopher, dennis, james, jonas and wilson.
(=


oh yes.
sorry to those who tried getting me thru my phone.
my phone went flat.
and i didn't on it while charging.
you see, i'm not feeling that well.
so i really wanted to rest.
without being disturbed.
so yea. sorry.


okay, shit.
i'm running late.



<3
darling.
i'm so happy to have you.
thanks for everything.
i love you, sweet love.
muacks.

if you've nothing nice to say, don't say anything.


yes. get that message?
good for you if you did.
if not, too bad.

oh well.
i just don't understand why some people just love tagging others' blogs to say some not-so-nice stuffs.
people have their own lifes. and they live the way they want.
so c'mon. get a life and stop poking your bloody nose into others' life.

anyway, i'm not saying this to target at some one or some ones.
but i've seen all the anonymous on tag-boards saying not-so-nice stuffs more than nice stuffs.
just leave them alone. and leave me alone too.


oh. one more thing.
yes, i got into sajc through dance.
but, so what?
i proved myself worthy for sa to take me in.
isn't it?
i don't deny that i'll struggle in there.
and i know i'm not a 9 pointer.
i know it all.
i don't need you to tell me why i don't deserve this place in sa.
because i can prove you wrong.


finally, my wonderful boyfriend took photos with me. haha.
this is one of them. and i love it!









he's forced to smile like this.



<3
darling. you silly boy. HAHA. xD
i simply love being with you.
and YAY! we took so many photos. ((=
you're my sweetest dream come true, love.
I LOVE YOU, JIN YI!
muacks.

ivana, are you ready?
hell yea!
ivana, are you ready?
hell yea!
i say iva, you say na
you say na, you say na
i say iva, you na
you say na, you say na
i say iva, you say na
i say iva, you say na
i say iva, you say IVANA!

ivana rocks!


i'm enjoying myself in sajc. (=
anyway, i got the combination i want.
H2 physics, chemistry, maths and H1 econs.


my lip is still not any better.
bad, bad.



<3
darling!
good luck for your meet-the-parents session later.
better be a good boy from now on.
if not, OH-NO!
haha. xD
alright, my love. tell me if we're going out tomorrow, okay?
i love you, sweetheart! i always will.

i'm going to sajc! YAY!
i'm so so happy. (=

all thanks to my God, the One that i love. He is just so wonderful.


i got accepted to mjc too. but i chose sajc.
firstly, it's always been my dream school. secondly, sajc's dance is stronger. thirdly, jin yi and i have agreed to go to sajc together.
so yea. sajc is my choice.



<3
darling! i know you can do it. because you've FAITH. right?
i'm so happy. and i know you're happy for me too.
study hard, my love. you've my support. all the way
i love you. muacks.

why go out with people i don't know just to be with you
when you don't wanna do it anyway

why do i do things i don't like because you do it when you won't do the things i like

-quoted from joel


it's exactly how i feel at times.
and maybe how my boyfriend feels at times, without letting me know. or rather, i'm just not sensitive enough to feel that.
i admit, i overlooked alot of things. especially his feelings.

yes yes, this thing is making me lose my mind.


alright, my thumb hurts.
wanna know why?
i played with candles. and in other words, fire.
ya, and got burnt.



<3
darling, thanks for everything.
you promised me a trip to the zoo, make it soon, ya?
i love you so much. so much so much.

before i read joel's blog, i was already rather down.
but after i read his blog, i feel like crying.

it's not because he said something that insulted me or whatsoever.
neither is it because it's oh-so-touching.
but i'm scared. i'm feeling it for ele. really.
and for myself.

no matter what happens, i just know i've to hold on to it.


and i'm starting to wonder.
have i really spare a thought for him when i decide on doing something?
well, i'm still trying to find the answer.

there're alot i want to say.
but i don't know how.


friends around me are getting attached one by one. i'm so happy for them.
but when problems start coming in, and they just can't solve it, they quarrel, or even worse, they end their relationship. that hurts me alot.
what made you two get together in the first place? then why now decide you two are not meant for each other?



i'll learn to be a better girlfriend.
i love you, jin yi.

HAPPY FOURTEENTH MONTH!
you're all i need. really. you're so wonderful. thanks for making me complete.
i love you, sweetheart.
yes, yes. i do. (=


happy second month to andrea and kenneth!
to kennth: don't bully my beloved sister.
or i'll kick your ding dong. HAHA.

happy first month to abby and desmond!
they're the cute-st couple i've ever seen.


yes, love is in the air.
and i'm happy for them.
especially when i see that smile on their faces, we know they're in love.



<3
darling, you're so thick-skinned. but i love it. xD
anyway, i've yet shown you that msg in my phone. remind me, please.
and i forgot, i've another letter for you.
i'm such a scatterbrain.