i'm done with microeconomics, i think.
i've done all the tutorial all over again and the last year's mid-sem test paper. i hope it's enough for me to pass it. (i never passed economics before in my jaycee life, so yes, it's kinda worrying me.)

however, there're principles of management, CSA (OMF,SOMEONE HELP!) and principles of accounting left to study.

so much to study and so little time.
i should seriously shoot myself for being plain lazy.

and i get distracted so super easily, it's almost impossible for me to sit myself down to study for hours. worse, i don't have much time left.


mom and dad are out shopping, and they left their precious daughter alone at home.
how very nice. :/
mom told dad i need to study. true, but still..

hopefully mom'll be able to get me the dress i want from topshop.


i'm craving for chocolate fondue.
and popeye's mashed potato, and salmon sashimi and ramily burger, and donuts from the donut factory.
BABY, ARE YOU READING? I'M SURE YOU ARE. :DD


okay, i shall go back into the arms of my lovelies aka BOOKS. ):
goodbye, world.


i miss talking to you.
be back soon.

i hate today's weather.
and it so didn't help when i was wearing full black.


okay, i'm not in the mood to blog.
that's all for now.
goodbye, world.


emo is the word.

I MISS YOU SUFFIAN! EVEN THOUGH I SAW YOU JUST YESTERDAY
HAHA! :DD HAPPY NOW?

OH MY FUCK. :/
I THINK I WON'T BE ABLE TO WALK PROPERLY TOMORROW/ TODAY.
I'M LIKE ACHING ALMOST EVERYWHERE.
HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO GO UP AND DOWN STAIRS TOMORROW/ TODAY WHEN I ALREADY HAD PROBLEMS WALKING DOWN ONE WITHOUT SAYING "OUCH!" JUST NOW, JUST AFTER CLASS.

HOWEVER, I THINK THE PAIN'S WORTH IT.
I DID AN EXTREMELY GREAT CLASS (EVEN THOUGH ONLY BASIC STRETCHING AND SOME JUMPS). (:
TOTALLY ENJOYED IT. (:
AND IT FEELS REALLY GOOD DANCING ONCE AGAIN. (:(:(:

"Live to dance, dance to live."
DANCING IS PROBABLY THE ONLY THING I'D NEVER EVER GIVE UP.


i've no idea what to wear tomorrow/ today.
what's emo? hmm..


i'm only left with FOUR more days to study for my mid-sem test.
oh no, i'm so screwed. ):


i've no idea what i can do to make you feel better.
please be strong.

ONCE AGAIN, IT'S CSA.


had my mock test.
it turned out not exactly as bad as i thought it'd be.
but i really need to practice more. i'm so slowwwww. ):


oh, oh.
tomorrow, look out for 1B04!
we're gonna be EMO. :D
why? because it's our LAST (fortunately/ unfortunately) COMMUNICATION SKILLS LESSON.
-JUMPS AROUND IN JOY
i wonder why i'm sooooo happy.


first dance session later.
YAYYYYY. (:


I LOVE THE BOYFRIEND.
FUCKING HELL ALOT.
<3<3<3<3<3<3

okay, THE BOYFRIEND just left not long ago.
he had a great laugh (at me) just now.
evil boy. evil evil boy.


i'm hungry, again. ):


time to return to my loveeeee (BOOKS-OOHDARNIT!).


something's missing, that i'm sure.
please be back soon.

waiting for time to pass.
ended lecture pretty early today.


THE BOYFRIEND's buying lunch up for me later, so i'm watching the rest eat, while i'm here typing away, feeling really hungry. haha.


i NEED to study.
luckily, i've THE BOYFRIEND to study with me today. if not, i doubt i'd study for my principles of accounting mock test (IT'S TOMORROW, IT'S TOMORROW! OMF, I'M SO DEAD!).

omg, i feel so relieved.
why? because i've just done my principle of management online test and i scored 17/20.
some questions are like HUH! WHAT'S THAT!


tell me when you're ready to be friends again.

WE LOVE SHREK! :DD











how adorable, right! (:

PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN IS A MUST-WATCH!
GO, WATCH IT, WATCH IT, GOOOOO!


had dance in the morning.
XL dance's almost done! ohoowheeeee! (:(:(:
bus-ed down to tpy, then train-ed to down to meet THE BOYFRIEND and his granny.
ate hk cafe! HAPPY, HAPPY. (: it's THE BOYFRIEND's treat.
then bus-ed to tiong bahru plaza.
watched pirates. LOVEEEEE IT!
went to popular and bought $30++ worth of random things. i really have no idea when i'm gonna start saving. omf.
went to the food court and had honeydew sago. it tasted weird, so THE BOYFRIEND finished it. haha.
bus-ed back to THE BOYFRIEND's granny's house. then THE BOYFRIEND sent me back.
oh, oh! THE BOYFRIEND bought a pair of the shrek's ears from macs. heh. and we camwhored with them. it's just so cute! (:
will upload the photos soon.


aah, i'm hungry.
and that sucks. ):


i don't know what's wrong with my msn.
it disconnects by itself like every 5 minutes or so.
how annoying.
rahhh!


BABY,
Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick with you forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick with you
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick with you, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick with you
FOREVER!


i'm glad you moved on.
smile for yourself.

OH, HOW COULD I FORGET!
IT'S GREAT SINGAPORE SALES!
IN OTHER WORDS, TIME TO SHOPPPPP! (:(:(:
OHOOWHEEEEE!

CCN PHOTOS FIRST!

it's poster time!




chocolate-melting time!


3 As. (:


deb. (:


muffin. (:


class rep! (:


chocolate! LOVEEE.


apples!


woah! 1B04's work! (:


the cute boy, malcolm.


biscuits! (:


muffin and nam. (:


hardwork.


full of LOVE.


muffin and MY BALLOONS! (:


i HEART you! (:


LOVEEE. (:


straw heart from THE BOYFRIEND and small little cute badge from the nicestest friend.


okay, that's all.


TODAY,
met class rep, scandal, 3 As and deb at whitesands mac to do our CSA project.
had hashbrown with maple syrup and caramel dip. YUMMY! :D
then we went to HK CAFE for brunch.
ordered some fried rice which was SUPER ALOT, fong jiao (some dim sum) and iced milk tea, and you're right, i couldn't finish my fried rice. and stupid scandal wasn't helping at all, he just kept saying eat, eat, eat. rahhh.
then bob aka zhen xu finally woke up, and his first msg to me was something to do with liverpool losing and eating anything would be tasteless and all. haha.
so waited for him to come, then we bus-ed down to school for the most time-wasting tutorial ever (1B04 should know what i'm talking about. haha. :D).

lesson was only an hour LONG. but it's the LONGEST one hour ever!
and i think the teacher's something against me. oh wells, maybe she's jealous of me or something. who knows.
-ROLL EYES

mom's on leave today. and all she did was play some online game.

watched teevee for a while then i napped.
from around 4.15 to 8? haha.
i'm really tired, okay? HEH.
but THE BOYFRIEND called me a piggy. rahhh! looks who's talking, baby! :D

now, it's photos' time! (:

menu, menu. hmm..


scandal camwhoring. retarded-ness and spastic-ness. :DD






class rep! (:


class rep, 3 As, me, scandal and deb.


3 As! (:






class rep, 3 As and i. (:


scandal reading some liverpool news! haha. THEY LOST LAH.


scandal and deb.


scandal and i.




class rep! HAHA. :D




the busy man, bob.


okayyyyy, time to go study.

it's..
TWO days to seeing THE BOYFRIEND! (:
EIGHT days to 29TH MONTH! (:
ELEVEN days to MID-SEM TEST! ):
FOURTEEN days to HOLIDAYS! (:
.. and the list goes on.


haha. scandal and i are thinking if we should go for CSA or not.
i think the answer's pretty obvious. :D


you need to be strong.
tell yourself everything's gonna be fine, then you'll able to bite your teeth and pull through all.

COMMUNICATION SKILLS, FUCK IT. :/


cabbed again today.
omg, i should seriously stop cabbing everywhere.


YAY. (:
hk cafe tomorrow with class rep, scandal, 3 As (aka amanda) and deb.
i'm gonna eat till i drop. okay, maybe not.


new clothes, new clothes! (:
THE BOYFRIEND paid for them.
ohoowheeeee!


baby, you're wonderful. (:
you'll always be the dearest.
i love you.


i hope you're doing well.

having CSA now.
freaking cold, i swear. and i'm sleepy.
i wanna go home and sleep! like NOW.
okay, lesson ended. BYEEEEE. (:


baby, i miss you. ):

i've a super cool toothbrush!
okay, that's random. :D


and and, i think i've pretty cool folks! (:


okay, i ate hk cafe again! YAY.
but, i think i should start watching my diet. i'm like growing sideways. oh fuck.


i wanna stay over at THE BOYFRIEND'S!
holiday's here in a week's time! (for the jaycee people)


hurhur. i'm off to play online games.
byeeeee. (:


be strong, my dear.

i'm like fucking tired now.
i wanna sleep.

just a short one before i go to bed.


woke up rather late/ missed the dance orientation/ stayed at home/ studied/ met THE BOYFRIEND at compass point/ had lunch with him/ he came over, studied/ left my place and bus-ed down to kallang to meet some friends/ walked over to geylang/ ate durians, mangoteens and claypot live frog porridge. super sinful, but i swear, it's fucking good! and good food=EMPTY wallet. OMF.
bus-ed home with THE BOYFRIEND/ he cabbed home.

i bet THE BOYFRIEND's watching soccer now.

i'm so glad we're back to how we're like.
i love you, dearest.

thanks God everything's back to normal. (:


i can't wait to finish up XL dance.
i'm excited! ohoowheeeee! (:


oh, photos of 1b04 will be up soon.


this's a random post. ignore me.

ccn day, over.
tired, tired, tired.
but i love 1b04! hellfuckingalot.

anyway, i didn't forget.
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY SUFFIAN! (:

oh, oh!
i got balloons from nicestest friend today! (:
(if you didn't know, i LOVEEE balloons! especially red ones.)
so, i cabbed everywhere today because i thought it's really very inconvenient to take a bus or train. in other words, i've an EMPTY wallet now, plus an almost empty bank account. omfg, i'm gonna take years to save up from a nano.
but no matter what, balloons are love and thanks for them, my dear friend.


did around 4 eights with lyn today.
not really productive. oh wells..
but it's okay, i know we can do it.


i think everything's over.


now, it's time i start studying for my mid-sem test.


i'm so tired.
please let me take a break.

BE STRONG, XINYI.
EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE SOON.

baby, please remember what you said.
i love you.

ccn day tomorrow.
do come down to lt 18 to support us.


i hope i'll see you around.

i don't know what i'm doing.


i think you should just leave me alone for a few days. i really can't bring myself to forgive you. i mean i kinda expected, but the thought of you lying to me for months is really killing me. i can't do anything, but cry. i don't believe the one who says he loves me, lied to me. i'm too shattered to accept that. but no matter how badly you've hurt me, i still love you.

i'm shattered. totally. ):

now, at least i've some things to look forward to.


oh, don't worry, ha, i'm not emo or anything. i'm okay. really.
for those who asked and all, thanks for your concern. i really love you all alot. (:
if anything ever happened, i know who i can go to cry my heart out.


BOYFRIEND, i'm seeing you tomorrow. like finally. (:
thanks for being there last night when i needed you really badly.
sorry for making you worried once again. i promise i'll not cry so easily anymore.
last but not least, I LOVE YOU. (:(:(:


i got in for tp dance! YAYYY! (:(:(:

fuck the world.
i should shoot myself and say byebye.


i didn't know i look so much like andrea that someone actually added me on friendster saying she knows my sister.
now, andrea, be proud that we look alike. i'm proud of it. (:


oh shucks.
23 more days to mid-sem test!
it's time i sit myself down and do some serious studying.

i hate you.
please shut the fuck up and leave me alone.
i don't give a fucking shit about you. never did i.
you're nothing to me.
i'd appreciate it if you just disappear from my world. from this very second.
you're a pain in my ass.

OHOOWHEEEEE! (:
MAU MAU'S STAYING OVER AT MY PLACE TONIGHT!
YAYYY. (:(:(:


OH YES, PHOTOS, PHOTOS.

class rep aka kenneth and MY SCANDAL aka suffian.


me and mau in zara changing room.


after house party. told you i think my camera is spoilt. it's so blur, but i think it's cool.




this's mok.



1B04 CLASS OUTING! (PLEASE IGNORE THAT UGLY PIMPLE OF MINE.)

BOWLING!

zhen xu. he's like "talking" to the balls. hahaha. :D


wei lun! (:


the guy that talks to balls. :D


liang yi. (:


my scandal and nam. (:


darren. (:


class rep. (:


wei lun and i.


spastic scandals. HAHAHA. :D


but i think he's more retarded than i am.


my sister aka amanda! (:


look at messy's score. HAHA. classic lah.


look at darren's score!


look at liang yi's score! OMG lah.


the guys were having fun.


see! told you. that's nam and my go home friend aka justin. (:


class rep and i.


darren and i.


go home friend and i. he's big pretty eyes! (:


we went courts! (:




scandal looks like he's in space. haha.


darren and nam.


my favourite section.


stanley and liang yi. liang yi looks gay. hahaha! :D


someone took this and said, "SCANDAL." i don't understand why though.


the guys were hooked on the x box.


then we went GIANT.


and of course, my loveeeee!


my love! (:(:(:


the sky's so pretty! OMG. (:


CAMWHORING DURING LECTURE TODAY! :D

cutie pie and i. (:

















IN CONCLUSION!
1B04'S LOVEEEEE! (:(:(:


alright, good night, world.
i'm off to do blocking for XL(Xinyi&Lynette)'s dance.