stupid blogger ate up my last two entries, so i decided to delete the previous one.


anyway, i've been rotting at home pretty much these few days, mainly because of that fucking annoying rain that wouldn't stop.
bum around, watch teevee, surf net, eat, sleep, bum around, watch teevee, surf net, eat, sleep, bum around, watch teevee, surf net, eat, sleep. that's all i've been doing for days.
how no life. oh wells.. ):


updates, as promised.

tuesday, after lunch at grandma's, trained down to city hall with mom, auntie li hoon, audrey and justin.
auntie doris called mom and we went to meet her at raffles city's robinsons. she bought a tee from ashworth for dad.
while the adults queued to pay, i brought that two little ones to see toys. after a while, audrey wanted her mom, but justin still wanted to see his toys.
but luckily, baby arrived in time! (: i carried audrey and told justin to hold baby's hand. and we walked around, trying to find mom and their mom. oh, guess what? people thought we're parents of two kids. HELLO! i sure look too young to have two kids myself.
auntie bee kheng came to join us after she went to renew auntie sue's work permit.
the kids shopped for toys. baby and i went to mark and spencer's and got some sweets and chocolate biscuits.
went food junction, supposedly snack. but i ate like i didn't have my lunch. hahaha. ate 2 huge pratas, 1 carrot cake and shared a cup of tea with baby.
auntie bee kheng, auntie li hoon, audrey and justin left.
baby, mom and i walked over to suntec.
bought a dress and some random stuffs. (:
had dinner at carl's junior. ate the beef chilli cheese fries! so good, i tell you! (:(:(:
went home after that.

here are some photos of the two cuteeeee! little ones i loveeee so much!

justin, in the train.


audrey and justin, in food junction.


she's smiling at baby!


audrey!


justin and i.


audrey, take one.


take two.


take three.


take four, say awww.


take five, justin taught her that. haha.


take six.


take seven. justin's hands.



and i tell you! she looks exactly like me when i was young! will upload a picture of me when i was young soon.


wednesday, thursday, didnt do much.
i just remember that i wake up very late everyday. :/

today, woke up late, as usual.
went for ya kun with mom. my brunch.
baby gave me like 5831689187 miss calls. not the usual him. haha.
called back and i couldn't believe my ears. he asked me if i wanna go to the gym with him. and of course, i went.
today's weaher is like perfect can! should have went tanning instead. darn!
met baby at j8. walked over to the gym.
ran 3 laps only and my legs were already jelly. so lousy lah. and i did some abdominal exercise. i carried 18 kg, okay! freaking tiring, i tell you! now, i know how lousy i am. ):
i got bored while baby did some legs toning thingy. so i whined a bit, really a bit, and baby gave in. (:(:(:
but i think he'd never ever ask me to go gym with him again. heh.
walked back to j8. went to buy socks. we got two pairs each! the same ones! (:
went long john silver for dinch.
then home sweet home.
it's quite boring to be at home on a friday night. oh wells.. ):


meeting baby tomorrow to get his aunt's birthday present. (:
three days to our 2nd anniversary! (:(:(:
loads of love to the number one of my life.

hellooo.
please add me at my new email add.
howdidyouknowxinyiis@hotmail.com
thanks youuuu! (:

anyone wants tickets for party at club momo tomorrow?
tickets going at 12 bucks. cheap!

msn/ sms/ call me. (:


i'll update about yesterday soon.
the internet connection today is real bad.
shan't try any harder and get myself pissed off with blogger.


i'm praying really really hard that it doesn't rain tomorrow.
missy here wanna go tanning.

i'm at my grandma's house.
woke up at 10? cab down with mom to the cc beside grandma's.
played badminton with justin (my cousin). and i tell you, he's good lah.
he's only like primary 1? and he plays darn well and is darn strong.
such a talented boy. (:
couldn't take it after a while. playing with him is really tiring. no joke. and jeryl (another cousin) was bored. so i came up with him and alvin (jeryl's elder brother) first.
mom, auntie bee kheng (alvin and jeryl's mom), auntie li hoon (justin and audrey's mom), justin and audrey (justin's baby sister) are still at the cc playing badminton.

we're going out later. supposedly to shop.
but it's raining dinosaur (baby's lingo. hahaha. he said it's heavier than cats and dogs, so it's dinosaur. oh wells.. how cute can he get. :/), so i've no idea where we'll be going.
baby is coming along too. yay! (:(:(:

alright, they're back.
byebye, world.


loads of loves to my dearest. (:

MERRY CHRISTMAS, WORLD. (:
enjoy the holiday and may God bless you!

i'm fucking tired.
and i wanna sleep.
but i still wanna say that eve@dxo will be better IF the organisers were more responsible. like seriously.
they annoyed me totally. fuck it lah. gahhh.

good night, 23rd.
it's all over.


hello, christmas eve! (:

santa, can i just have everything i want?
but where'd you go?
my santa.. poof!

i've never cut so many stickers in my entire life before!
i think i cut a total of, lets say, 560? or even more stickers.
gosh. my fingers are definitely hurting. ):
oh wells.. for my girls, it's all worth it. (:(:(:
i love them to bits, i swear.


went town with mom. it's fucking crowded. i hate it.
bought random stuffs. and my cute puzzle. (hopefully, i finish fixing it and not leave it to collect dust again.)
mom promised a shopping trip on the 29th. that means i'm getting more clothes/ heels/ etc. and a pair of skinnies from gap. YAY! (:(:(:
i can't wait for that day to come. hahaha. i wanna shop! i love shopping with my mom. i'll just take and she'll just pay. :DD
aah! i just remembered! i'm shopping with mom, aunties and cousins on tues. SHOPPINGGGG! whee! (:(:(:
okay, i'm getting way too excited. haha. :D


eve@dxo is tomorrow!
i'm sure you wanna go! :D
see you there, people.
msn/ sms/ call me at any of my three numbers if you need tickets. (:


tomorrow is the day,
the day that everything comes to an end. ):

in the end, i didn't tan.
why? because it's rained!
I HATE RAINY DAYS, I SWAER! ):
plans are always cancelled due to the rain and rainy days spoil my mood.
fucking annoying. gahhh.


i was supposed to meet lee yujia to get my top and veeks the slut to get her boots.
but mom insisted that i go down to marine parade crestar to get my agreement.
so i had to ask my nicestest! friend to collect from them. and he did. (:
auntie li ming wasn't free and so i didn't go down.
met my nicestest! friend at suntec and we went to eat nydc! (:(:(:
i haven't eaten nydc in 581407561815786 years. okay, i'm lying, maybe just a few months. ate mushroom ham baked rice. it's the best baked rice ever, i tell you! (:
had bloody blisters on my feet after walking. my nicestest! friend went to buy plasters for me when i went to the toilet. how nice can he be, man. (:
walked around. was supposed to meet mom at around 6 at marine parade to sign the agreement, but ms lee called to say that auntie li ming cannot make it back in time. so i'm going down tomorrow with mom to sign it.
so we went to watch the holiday. i swear, it's worth the money! everyone, go watch it! (:

"journey ends when lovers meet."
"we both know i need to fall out of love with you, let me try."
-quoted from the holiday.

took a train home. and i felt like eating mos burger.
so my nicestest! friend went to eat with me. (:
and i was a good girl. reached home at around 10.30 pm. hahaha! :D


EVE@DXO IS TOMORROW!
anyone wants ticket? i can help you get. (:
hope to see you there! (:


saturday, it's coming.
everything is gonna end. pretty soon. ):


Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday
When I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
But I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
'Cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself..
By hurting you

rain rain, go away,
little children want to play tan. (okay, maybe i'm not a child anymore, but you get what i mean, right?)

seriously, i hope tomorrow weather will be darn hot!
just for tomorrow, and i don't give a shit if it's gonna rain for the rest of the year.
i'm not greedy. just don't rain tomorrow.
yes, yes. i'm tanning tomorrow. YAYYY! (: (that's if i wake up at 8 in the morning and it's not raining.)
so pleaseee, don't rain.


aye, quick updates.

tues, went vivo.
ate carl's junior, watched cinderella, shopped and ate chocolate fondue at eagle swensen's.
went heartland mall.
did my colour thingy thingy, shaped my nails and bought a new pair of hazel colour contacts.
went hougang mall.
took neoprints, ate xiao long bao and zha jiang la mian.
ate everything i felt like eating, did everything i felt like doing. (:(:(:


NOW, i need more cash! darnit! ):
anyone wanna donate to the help-xinyi's fund? christmas is just around the corner, people.


today, went bugis.
met melody for the bikini. i miss that babe. ):
walked around looking for nice sneakers and cheap socks, but didn't get anything in the end.
took a bus to grandma's house. slept the whole way. ha. :D
and i played table tennis today! after 356862056285 years.
uhhur, you're right. i missed 3 out of 4 balls. hahahaha. :DD
what to do, i'm not a table tennis player whattt. sue me lah. haha.


everyone, keep me in your prayer.
pray that tomorrow will be PERFECT FOR TANNING!
thank youuu! (:


eve@dxo, okay?
go, go, go! (:

i hate rainy days!! ):
gahhh.


on a higher note, i had pizza hut for dinner! (:(:(:
ate lasagna and beefballs! yummy! (:
food always makes me a happy girl! heh. (and of course, SHOPPING! too. :DD)


alright, diet tomorrow. okay, maybe not.
i just love eating too much to go on a diet. darn darn darn.
can anyone tell me how to lose weight without having to stop eating? :/


YES! i'm going shopping tomorrow! (:(:(:
YAYYY!!
and i wanna do the color thingy thingy!


to YOU who is reading:
go for eve@dxo, okay?
join me and lee yujia the naughty girl. :D

enjoyed teaching today! (:(:(:


all plans were cancelled yesterday.
partly because no one could join us for mahjong. which meant that no chocolate fondue and no cooking for them.
and also, NO PHOTOS! ):
so, i was supposed to meet baby at bishan for lunch after coming home to change.
but in the end, baby had to come up to save me because i fought with my mom and she refused to give me my bloody keys.
and like finally, she opened the door.
was fucking pissed i tell you.
all thanks to baby! if not, i'd be stuck at home on a saturday! phew!
then we went to his house, he bathed, went down to his parents' shop, had dinner with his parents, he sent me back.
reached home at like 10.30 pm. because my mom said ive been going home really late these days, and that 'smart' baby of mine said he'll send me back early. oh wells. no wonder my mom loves him so much.


it's been raining the whole day.
i hate rainy days!
please don't rain on thursday! i'm going to tan. please give me a chance to get darker.


i wanna shopppp!
money, please, someone, anyone? :DD


oh, did a quiz!
it's not quite true, but since i did it, might as well just put it up.

17 days to our 2nd anniversary! (:
counting down..

hello world,
i'm quite affected by the fact that singaporean are littering in the train.
so what if the litter doesn't belong to you? do you just sweep it onto the floor so that you can take the seat?
this lady i saw on the train was thick-skinned enough to say to her friends someone littered after sweeping the papers to the floor.
like hello! you're littering too! who are you to say that other people littered?
and yesterday, these two kids threw their lollipop's sticks UNDER the train's seats after finishing the sweet. their mothers merely said that's not the way and continued talking to each other, letting their kids be. and of course, the sticks were not picked up.
is this how parents teach their kids now?

darn buggers!
this is so terrible!
oh boy, fucking annoying.


baby got his dbs card and complained it's ugly.
hahaha. that boyfriend of mine.


gonna play mahjong at lee yujia's tomorrow! (:
& we're having chocolate fondueee!YAY! (:(:(:
&& baby's going! (:(:
&&& (you're not gonna believe this!) i'm going to cook for baby(and of course, the rest who are going too.) at yujia's! :DD

i'm sure it's gonna be a fun day tomorrow! (:
looking forward to it.


those pairs of aldo heels are oh-so-darn-drop-dead gorgeous lah!
I MUST GET THEM!

still thinking if i should get the gap/ fcuk tee.
aaahh! someone give me $2376581586187249(or more) for christmas, please? HAHAHA. :DD


neoprint! (:
boon seng, jeremy, lim jian, eileen and i.



i'm not an ah lian, please!


alright, that's all, folks.
i'll take tonnes of photos tomorrow! (:(:(:
bye bye, all.

oh oh oh!
i almost forgot!
baby got into sa! (:

he called me at 9.12 am.
i was so happy i couldn't go back to sleep. heh.
silly me. :D


baby, i'm so proud of you! (:

hello world.
i'm a happy girl! heh. (:
because.. i went shopping yesterday! (:
bought a top from topshop, two tops , a skirt, a belt and a bag from mango. (: (: (:
got a pair of heels a few days ago too.
mummy said i can get a pair of skinnies from gap too! YAY! (:
happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappy
happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappy
happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappy!
but i'm almost broke. there're still so many things that i want.
oh, fuck it man.


some random photos again.
i love being random. lalala! :D

i'm so super chubby! ):



and so un-glam. :D



and so emo. ):



and so crazy. :D



and so loved! (:





unconditional love means to,
to give,
and never expect anything in return.
to love,
and never ask to be loved back.
to sacrifice,
and never get any form of renumeration.
to protect,
and never let her(him) get hurt at all cost.

I'M ANGRY WITH SOMEONE.
you know who you are.

met eileen and boon seng at tampines interchange for lunch.
saw my babe, melody!
i miss you so much, darling! ): give me a ring when you're free, okay? we neeeed to talk! alot alot!

then boon seng and i went eileen's house to watch movies first.
first a funny stephen chow movie.
chuan yuan came halfway thru the show, we had to pick him up from the bus stop because it's raining quite heavily.
oh, haha. and i spoilt eileen's unbrella. it couldn't be closed after that.
moses came after that. he and chuan yuan are so gay! i caught them!



and they even posed for the camera. hahaha. how gay can guys be these days. oh well. :D



then we watched a emo korea show.
eileen and i cried. the guys are so not emotional.
that stupid boon seng kept tearing toilet paper from the toilet roll for us some more.
guys these days. tsk tsk tsk.
went tampines mall for dinner. that's all, i guess.


but before i forget, MOSES SAID I'M FAT! ): ): ):
time to lose some weight. darn.


some random photo before i go bathe.
i'm gonna cut hair. baby's going with me.
having dinner with his family.
alright, byebye, world.




HOHOHO! CHRISTMAS IS COMING!
i don't mind getting that HUGE baby sylvester/ a nice bikini/ ipod/ chocolates/ any present, in fact! haha! :D

The Way I Do

Your kiss
Your smile
Your mind
Your sunlight in my eyes
I miss
Your breath
On my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn’t wanna want you
Didn’t wanna need you so bad
Didn’t wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn’t wanna need you
Didn’t wanna need anyone
Now look what you’ve done

Now I can’t go on without you
I’m naked
I can’t fake it
I’m not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you
The way I do
Yeah... Ohhh
The way I do...

Your touch
Your skin
Can’t believe the way you let me in
Don’t rush tonight
I need you like the ocean needs the tide

Didn’t wanna hold you
Didn’t wanna need you so bad
Didn’t wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn’t wanna need you
Didn’t wanna need anyone
Now look what you’ve done

Now I can’t go on without you
I’m naked
I can’t fake it
I’m not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you
The way I do

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountaintop all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look what you’ve done

Now I can’t go on without you
I’m naked
I can’t fake it
Now I’m not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
Baby, The way I do...
Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do...

I love you
I need you
I want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
The way I do

i've been really really tired these few days. ):
and i've no idea why. oh wells.


i'm teaching starting from tomorrow!
whee. really looking forward to it. (:
i'll be teaching at hougang's crestar on every sunday.
only one hour for now. more classes will be arranged.
yay! i can't wait! (:(:(:


i'm sorry, baby.
i love you. i want you. i need you.

it's LEE YUJIA's birthday on tuesday (5/12).
and we decided to give her a birthday surprise!
but linda flopped our plan before we even carried it out. hahaha.
she bought lee yujia a dumbo. :/
so, the poor me and shi jie had to change the plan.
and i had to wake up at 9 in the morning to make sure i won't be late to meet shi jie.
for LEE YUJIA! (:(:(:

so..
we're supposed to meet at 12. but me and shi jie had to give her present. so i msg-ed lee yujia and told her i just woke up. and obviously she believed me, because i'm always late. hahaha. so i said meet at 12.30. and shi jie called her to tell her that she was going out with her parents, and would be meeting us later. and she believed too.
LEE YUJIA arh! :D
so i met shi jie and went to buy flowers and a notebook from raffles city.
after that, walked all the walk to esplanade's waterfront.
sat down and started writing on the notebook.
then we found a place to put the flowers and the notebook.







and we decided to hide there!





so shi jie went to hide first. and i was "guarding" the flowers and notebook.
now you see the bimbo!



now you don't!



some tourists took photos of me like i'm so kind of strange kid. aah!
and here are some random photos before lee yujia and zhi jun came.



i've sleepy eyes that day! ):



and lee yujia and zhi jun FINALLY came after more than one hour!



she had to follow some instructions. like shouting "I'M YUJJIA AND I'VE FINALLY TURNED 17!", do 5 ballerina turns, and sit on the thingy and make a wish.

haha! :D



more photos with shi jie.
will upload them when i get them from her. (:

walked a while after everything.
i bought a top.
went lee yujia's house.
they're playing jig-saw.
i wanted to sleep. but i couldn't. i don't know why.
bathed and changed. prepared for flow@mos.
and because lee yujia's dad was home, we all had to wear something over. hahaha. :D
went down to clark quay. met eileen and shirley.
there's a super long queue! luckily eileen and i were on guestlist, didn't need to queue.
but we're all darn hungry, so went mcdonald's for dinner.
after dinner, walked back. the queue was short.
went in, but left after a while because our dearest bimbo shi jie had a headache in less than 15 minutes. and she paid 15 bucks for the ticket.
walked her to the mrt station with lee yu jia.
and lee yujia wanted coffeebean. walked over to the other side but it's there anymore. haha. when walking back to mcdonald's to look for eileen and all, some guys kind of stalked us. lee yujia and i walked so fast, i think we could almost run. IN HEELS, okay! hahaha. :D
met eileen and her friends at mcdonald's. around 6 of them. yea. new friends, lim jian, shaun, boon seng, moses, xiao jia and chuan yuan. yea.
sat at mcdonald's for some time. drank vokda and dewar's.
went in mos. the music in mos sucks. they played techno. :/ yucks!
so we went smoove instead. they had hip hop and r&b. although the music was quite soft, at least it's better than techno.
it's the MOST boring party i've ever went. gosh. luckily i was on guestlist. what a waste of money.
shared a cab back with jian. went back to lee yujia's house.
slept straight away after taking out my contacts.


woke up around 11 plus, 12 plus.
met jian and eileen for brunch and we went ikea!
i love the place! so niceeee. (:(:(:
but i couldn't find the heart thingy. ):

then we went town to meet boon seng and another new friend, jeremy.
took some dumb photos. haha.

that's jian in the id photo taking thingy. hahaha. :DD





then..
take one,



take two,



take three,
(almost perfect, but eileen's hand covered the top. lousy!)



they decided jian looks more innocent.



walked around. went to take neoprints, eat dinner and purple lights.
played the game i've never. knew more about the rest of them. HAHAHA. :D
okay, last photo!





i'm not the one for you.