Sunday, October 29, 2006
i really didn't think the feelings would come backbut all it took was one look at youso i guess they never did leave.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
shit, i'm in deep shit.
someone, anyone, shoot me.
please?And I tried so hard to reach you
But you're falling anyway.
Friday, October 20, 2006
practice random beauty and senseless acts of love.
Thursday, October 19, 2006
oh, i forgot to say.
i'm in the i-feel-like-blogging-and-it's-all-gonna-be-emo kinda mood.
i love you. [=
never think you're nothing.
never cry at night over
not being pretty enough.
never tell yourself you'll
never be good enough.
because to someone,
you are e v e r y t h i n g.
it doesn't matter anymore.
i guess things happen for a reason.
&& one day everything will be exactly
how it's supposed to be.
moving on is a process, && you have to promise
yourself that you are really ready to let go.
could this be out of line?
to say you're the only one
breaking me down like this
you're the only one
i would take a shot on
keep me hanging on
so contagiously.
all i ever wanted was to forget.

and it's days like this when the sun is shining
and all i can think of is your face.
and the place i once loved is the place i hate.
and i can't get you out of my head.
and all i can think of that night when i would
have given up the world for you.
and that same night i watched you walk away
and it was then that I realized that I was
only part of the past, so
there was nothing I could do but go on.
except I didn't.. I couldn't.
no matter how much I don't
want to believe it, maybe
we just aren't meant to be..
sometimes the person you want
the most is the person
you're better off without
some people just don't know what they had at first.
like, me and you.
and some things were just made to happen more than one
like, us.
hey will you stay awhile
my smile will not mislead you
cause i've been alone
my faith turned to stone
still there's something
in you i believe in
I trusted you. And that would be my first mistake...
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, ABBY BABY! [=
i love you loads!
<3!
are you watching closely?
i won't let anything happen because i love you very much.
when you love someone, tell him/her.
be fair to yourself.
shi jie, stop being the nice-to-bully one.
you'll end up hurting yourself.
you're such a liar!
I hate the way you talk to meAnd the way you cut your hairI hate the way you drive my carI hate it when you stareI hate your big dumb combat bootsAnd the way you read my mindI hate you so much that it makes me sickIt even makes me ryhmeI hate the way you're always rightI hate it when you lieI hate it when you make me laughEven worse when you make me cryI hate the way you're not aroundAnd the fact that you didn't callBut mostly I hate the way I don't hate youNot even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
complicated shit.
mister sunshine,
yes, i'm your so-called trouble.
i'm sorry.
if you really want to get rid of me, just tell me everything was nothing but a lie.
just tell me you're just toying with my feelings.
i feel that i don't know you at all.
stop being that jackass and treat me like i deserve all that.
cindy,
i wanna be like last time.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
saturday was a blast! (=
enjoyed everything.
although short, i know it's worth it.
Friday, October 13, 2006
The Meeting Place @ SAJC(SAJC OPENHOUSE 2006)Date: 14th OctoberTime: 9 am to 4 pmVenue: SAJC @ St. Andrews' Village, 55 Potong Pasir Ave 1Catch SAJC Dance at 12.15 pm and 3.15 pm in the HALL. (=
feeling all emo again. oh well..
i love you.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog, i wanna blog,
BUT I DON'T KNOW WHERE TO START FROM, WHAT TO SAY.i'll be right back. i promise, heh.
Sunday, October 01, 2006
HAPPY 21ST MONTH-NIVERSARY, DARLING!