i love being emo.
maybe because i love being myself.


sigh, why are so many couples breaking up?


anyway, just a two weeks back, i spent almost everyday with my emo darlings, maurine, zhi jun and shi jie.
we studied, we joked, we cried, we laughed, we had fun, we ate good food, we watched movie (we went to buy a korea movie because maurine and i felt like crying), and i'm so glad we went through all those downs together.

i'm sure zhi jun doesn't think my life is full of ups already. haha.


somehow i wish things weren't that complicated.
you gave up on me even before i could stop you.

in spite of what you said,
i still miss you. i wish you will come back . i wish you will stay with me, even if it's just for a little longer.
i'm hanging on, to those memories you left me with. that way you looked at me, the way you smiled at me, the way you brushed my hair, the way you held me, the way you held my hand to sleep, the way you hugged me, the way you kissed me. i miss you, i really really do.
sigh..
and i know you're starting to ignore me. please dont, please?

Come Here Boy

It's dark in here
And visions are flashing into my head as I reminisce
My re-occuring dream
And you said
"I'm falling, falling for you Babe,
And my feelings are getting stronger
So why don't you stay with me for a, for a little longer?"

Come here boy,
Come here boy,
Come here boy,
Come here boy,

I know that my face
Is only too familiar to your sleep
I can see it in you eyes
And I can tell by your body
Why are you taking so long
Do you need me to come and find you, honey?
To set your mind at rest
And let your dreams run free

Come here boy,
Come here boy,
Come here boy,
Come here boy,
Come here boy,
Come here boy,
Come here boy,
Come here boy,

You know I'm no stranger in a dream
You know, I'm no stranger in a dream

Oh but I'm craving and counting
I'm begging and pleading
Be mine tonight, oh yeah
Well I'm waiting and dying
I'm wanting and waiting
To show you how much I care

Where I'll be touching and holding
Caressing and giving you
Every fantasy, yeah

I'll get you dreaming and lusting
And burning and crying
For more of this ecstacy, oh yeah

Come here boy,
Come here boy,
Come here boy,
Come here boy,
Come here boy,
Come here boy,
Come here boy,
Come here boy,

You know, you know
I'm no stranger in your dreams